Sigh

Sadness.

I think I have PMDD like in the commercials.

I hate this.

I shall period soon...eeeew!

Scariness

My anthropologies to all three of my blog readers for the lack of posts lately. It's 'cause I haven't been on the internet in eons! Anyway, it's storytime. Okaaay. Today I found out my body fat percentage & for the first time since freakin' high school I checked my weight. Holy crapola! I was walking around thinking I'm cute. Apparently not! This is getting me really tachycardic. Must find a fluffy pillow and situate myself at the corner of my bed in fetal position and rock away this scariness...

Debit Card

Sadness. My debit card is not working and it's not because it doesn't have money in it. And, freakin' Illinois doesn't have a lot of WaMu banks around. They just have ATMs. Boo. I can't live without my card...that's how I get food and stuff!

Toothache

Ok, I lied. I said I wouldn't post, but my tooth hurts sooo badly. I thought it was my inferior alveolar nerve, but it's my left posterior superior alveolar nerve. At least I know my nerves are working. I can't eat :( and this is a big problem because I love food. I NEED drugs!

Drama for yo' Momma

Oh my goodness! There's so much drama these days. Intense drama that I can't even post up. And, it's not even so much about me, but other people surrounding me. Yikes. I just hope this all stops some time soon. Although, for some people it might completely turn around their lives. All I can do is *sigh* and pray. Here comes the mushy part that I don't really do normally being the sarcastic, non-confrontal, non-mushy person that I am...but a friend sent this to me and I think it's appropriate during these days for my friends & family:

May you have peace within.

May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.

May you not forget the infinite possibilities that you are born of faith.

May you use those gifts that you have received and pass on the love that has been given to you.

May you be content knowing that you are a child of God.

Let his presence settle in your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise, & love.

Phone I Miss You

Man. This is the first day in my life that I lost my phone. I had this great idea to sit outside 'cause the sun was out today. Well..kind of. It was windy. Anyway, I was finishing this drawing I had. And, I thought I could look cool in my boots & skirt while sketching and looking like I had no care in the world and no exams to study for. I left my phone out on the lil' picnic table, so I can tell what time it is because it makes me feel safe to know what time it is. Then, I called Nader to see if he wanted to do lunch. (Note to family: Nader is married. And he is not "Loquacious the Stalker") And, when Nader picked me up, I packed my stuff up real quick. And, *sigh* I left my phone. I went back to see if it's back there. And it's been phone-napped. It's probably been harassed by now. I love my phone. It's the only thing that gives me a chance to talk to people. Just sadness all around right now. Maybe it's because the sun went away and now it's overcast. Maybe I'm just pmsing. But, phone, I miss you.

Sadness :(

Sadness. We're not going to medWAR anymore because Hazel hurt herself. Maybe God is trying to send me a sign saying, "Do you really want to cross a lake holding your backpack over your head?"